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20

by Videotape

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1.
Every chance I get Is a fleeting one at best Here's what I need, it's there and so easy Just need to take a chance What's the worst that could happen Repeat, I have found another way to have happy better days, been this way before Thinkin' this all sounds the same, different time different place, mix and match these faces Again, over again, this time it's different I swear At the same time This feels like the answer It's so tempting looking in from the outside Spend another year And spring another trap This time it's different I swear This time it's different I swear This time it's different This time it's different I swear This time it's different I swear This time it's different I swear Every time that I see these faces, the way they perceive me, the way I'm rejected, I know we don't think the same This time it's different I swear
2.
Nostalgia 02:38
Blank space, a second is all I need Far away, is it cause of me Feeling strong, I know it's not for long Fine one second, the next I'm up and gone In the tall grass Skinned knees, childhood ends Goodbye, it's about time Goodbye, it's almost time In the tall grass Skinned knees, childhood ends Goodbye, it's about time Goodbye, it's almost time
3.
Freaking out over nothing Paranoid, it's in my head Fat chance that I understand Defense up briefly Better yet, I take the blame So sorry and I regret Recently it's been quiet Better now that I'm on my own Just needed to take a breath
4.
Headache 03:20
Not safe in my own home, can't get out of bed Between the walls of my skull, the dull pain that throbs again This headaches cause of me, keeps me trapped in lonely sleep Friends can be strangers I flail wild in the dark No time to reflect, look back and turn to stone Wake up and start the day, take a walk down the hall Can't fall asleep, won't fall asleep x5
5.
Three Years 02:30
Understand Don't understand Why I stayed Understand Don't understand Why I stayed Done feeling sorry, oh so sorry all the time Didn't matter, who or whatever, I'd take the blame Misplaced judgement, misplaced It was three years without my best friends It's time that I want back No you won't hear, no you won't hear me bitter or mad If anything I've learned just to be glad It was three years without my best friends It's time that I want back No you won't hear, no you won't hear me bitter or mad If anything I've learned just to be glad Love yourself Please love yourself And then stay
6.
Cloud covered skies The smell of the rain in your hair is like Feeling at home just one last time But I know that it's a mistake I hate that I know that my legacy is dragging you down while fueling my own selfish dreams Only to leave you with unanswered questions and tears blurring the words on your phone I feel so light I'm floating, a break from the day Just for a second we seem inseparable, intertwined All I want to think about is how I'm... Alright...Nothing's wrong, the matter Talked myself out of doubt I owe too much to you When I say that I love you, I really mean I want you to fix me Come to substantiate that I don't really... Care at all about you, sad but true And have found that I have to disappear because I know, I have nothing left for you I hate that I know that my legacy is dragging you down while fueling my own selfish dreams Forging repentance and feigning remorse you deserve the best but I am the worst
7.
Days blending together Pain does the same It shouldn't be like this forever But I know that it won't change I'm the person I Never wanted to be How am I supposed to Look in the mirror and like what I see I give up cause I Have tried so desperately I remember you Have you forgotten me Stress and consideration I swear I've never put so much tar in my lungs I'm left in anticipation Depression, convulsions, and all types of drugs I'm the person I Never wanted to be How am I supposed to Look in the mirror and like what I see I give up cause I Have tried so desperately I remember you Have you forgotten me It's 3 am and I'm wide awake Personifying my failures and wishing they would change But I know they won't and I'm I'm sorry
8.
No Time 03:57
I kinda miss when things weren't so sure Asking, what's the end goal of this Sure of it, I'm on track Static, life unfolds around me Satisfy, impress, build for the future It's hard to taste when it's far away And I'm so tired Can't get no sleep Anymore And I can't see Anyone Anymore Driving past the old spots I can almost taste the air It's so surreal and not so far away And I'm so tired Can't get no sleep Anymore And I can't see Anyone Anymore And I'm so tired Can't get no sleep Anymore

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20 is a collection of songs we wrote while we were all 20 and 21. It's about our collective experiences growing up and the types of things we all went through

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released May 19, 2017

Recorded April 7th - 10th 2017
Drums were recorded at The Panda Studios in Fremont, CA
Bass/Guitars/Vocals were recorded at Ryan's house in Lafayette, CA

Recorded/Mixed by Ryan "Rings" Ellery
Mastered by James Trevascus in Bristol, UK

Guitar/Vocals - Nolan Serpa
Guitar/Vocals - Bryan Skipper
Bass/Vocals - Joseph Salanitro
Drums - Michael DeRaud

Additional vocals on tracks 2, 5, 8 by Ryan Ellery

Album artwork by Jeff Pish and Laelle Barcellos

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Emo band from Fresno, CA

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